Word of 2015: Nurture


Today’s post is inspired by Susannah Conway’s Unravelling workbook.  I’ve been using it for two years, 2013/2014 and 2014/2015. The thing I actually love about it is that it gives you the chance to deeply unravel things and feelings of the year before, creating a thoughtful, ready, canvas for the year ahead. The best thing of the whole program, for me, is the word of the year. It’s more general than a resolution, and more achievable than a list of goals. It’s a sort of guide. My 2014’s word was Explore, as I felt the need to learn how to get in touch with new places and new people, with new parts of myself. I spent a whole year saying “yes”, not worrying about being good enough.

This year I chose Nurture: I’ve been searching for it for a couple of weeks, thought about it, considered a couple of other words (Restore, Open), and then chose that one again. Why Nurture? To me, it means feeling nourishment for mind, body, and soul. It has to do with finding, creating, fulfilling, eliciting. It gives me the idea of something intimate, personal, deep, and something that addresses others, all at once. I’m in need to find strength, vulnerability, calmness and emotional focus, this year. I need them to prioritize my time and my energy.

Nurturing, at the same time, it’s turning out to be quite struggling, for me. As a perfectionist-and-always-busy person, I’m not used to calm down and enjoy some totally free time. Maybe you know what I mean! That’s why I made an inspirational board on Pinterest, to remind myself what I actually need, apart from job, relationships and everyday life issues. If you’d like to join me on the board, feel free to drop a line and I’ll invite you to pin!


10 Questions to Make you Start 2015 Right


Happy New Year! :) Today I’d like to review 2014 and freshly start 2015 with 10 questions Lisa blogged on All In The Daze.

1. What word do you think best summed up 2014?
My 2014 word was Explore, and after a year I still think it was a good word for me. Last year was strictly related to realizing university was over and exploring new professional identities, going on with my psychoanalisis and getting to know myself better.

2. What did you do for the first time this year?
Quite a lot of things. Except the ones I wrote here, I ate Pakistan food (and loved it!) and I took part in a blind happy hour (if you’re planning a trip to Milan, please have a look at this place..it’s one of the most amazing experiences I’ve ever had!)

3. What is one thing that happened that will have lasting consequences?
I started PhD – and it will last til 2018 :D

4. Was there anything you wish you’d done differently? Why? How?
Hmmm..well, not!

5. Do you have a favourite moment from the year? What made it special?
Nothing in particular, 2014 was a special year in general, for me. It was all about changing.

6. What lessons has 2014 taught you about yourself? About others?
There will always be someone who will disapprove you, just stay committed to your goals and desires.

7. How will the lessons from this past year change the way you approach the new year?
Past year experiences will remind me to stop having a perfectionist approach and thinking I am not alone resolving my issues.

8. What do you most want to do in 2015?
I wanna embrace vulnerability. And nurture my relationships.

9. What do you most want to change about yourself? The world?
That’s a big question! Well.. I’d like to take more care of myself and people I care about.

10. What one word do you hope will sum up what you hope to achieve in 2015?
My word for 2015 is Nurture. I’m planning a whole post about it :)

Please, feel free to use these questions on your blog, too :)

1. What word do you think best summed up 2014?

2. What did you do for the first time this year?

3. What is one thing that happened that will have lasting consequences?

4. Was there anything you wish you’d done differently? Why? How?

5. Do you have a favourite moment from the year? What made it special?

6. What lessons has 2014 taught you about yourself? About others?

7. How will the lessons from this past year change the way you approach the new year?

8. What do you most want to do in 2015?

9. What do you most want to change about yourself? The world?

10. What one word do you hope will sum up what you hope to achieve in 2015?

Why Acknowledge Achievements is better than Making New Year’s Resolutions

Appreciation is the highest form of prayer, for it acknowledges the presence of good wherever you shine the light of your thankful thoughts – Alan Cohen

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This period of the year is usually dedicated to bucket lists and resolutions for the year to come: I love lists and intentions too, I think they help me achieving more and better. At the same time, I feel like lots of us (me included!) are way too much interested in achieving more, forgetting about all the amazing things we’ve accomplished already.

Being aware of the goals we have achieved and celebrate success can have some relevant consequences:

1. Knowing yourself – we’re always worried about achieving new things and being recognized by others. The truth is people see what we show them. So… Let other people see you shine!

2. Facing difficult moments of life – remember when you did good and realized your desires and projects will cheer you up when going through struggles and obstacles. What’s more, you could identify strengths and resources to restart and be proactive.

3. Accepting failure – when you know you did well before, you’re more willing to accept failing and look at it with more objectivity, creating distance between you and negative emotions related to flops. Failure won’t define you: it will just be a thing (among many others) you’ve not accomplished as you imagined.

4. Being more focused for the next project – being conscious about resources, strategies, habits and relationships that allowed to achieve previous goals promotes effective planning for the next ones. And it boosts your motivation, too.

5. Builds momentum – it reminds you that you can achieve greater goals by investing in yourself!

6. Improving self-esteem – which, in turn, leads to greater empowerment, aka feeling emotionally and spiritually stronger, and act like you mean it!

7. Changing attitude – when you spend some time focusing on your successes, you nurture the belief that you can achieve what you want.

8. Increase positive emotions – positive emotions boost your physical and mental energy, your attention and build your interpersonal relationships.

They’re way too many pros not to list last year’s achievements! 2014 has been a productive and proactive year, for me. I accomplished some goals I planned, and some others I didn’t even imagine I could achieve. This is my list:

  • I found a mentor
  • I got my PhD application accepted
  • I attended my first meeting (and a couple more, too)
  • I had my first scientific article published
  • I met new people, bringing my work relationships to a more personal level
  • I managed to visit a couple of new cities, despite my 20-something financial situation
  • I became more financially independent from my parents

What’s your 2014 achievement list? Feel free to share it in the comments, or on your blog!

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New Year’s Eve is almost here… A little reminder!

How to manage panic attacks

How to manage panic attacks

My interest in self-care and being aware of ourselves comes from a year in which I lost my mindfulness and emotionality. It was 2011, I was about to graduate, and I started having panic attacks. At first, I didn’t understand what they were, although I was about to have a Psychology degree. When things happen to you, and you’re not enough aware of your life, your soul, your mind and your emotions, you can’t figure out what’s going on. I felt overwhelmed and lost. I felt like I was going to die and I became hypochondriac. Sometimes, I felt as if my hands were not mine anymore. Sometimes I felt as if my house and the streets of Rome in which I had spent the last 4 years of my life, were alien and detached. I wasn’t myself anymore. I didn’t even know who I had been before.

Fortunately, friends in Rome were my second family: they supported me, and, above all, they helped me open my eyes. No reason why I had to go to the ER, no reason why I had to take antihistamines to breathe better. I would have breathed, if only I had listened to and understood the emotional weight I had inside. But, at that moment, the point was: will I survive to next attack? Will I stop feeling set apart and inconsolable?

At that time I didn’t know why I felt that way, why I didn’t had control over myself, over my perceptions, my feelings and emotions.
As a psychology student, I just knew one thing: panic is a product of my mind, that, somehow, turns physical.

For this reason, I started dealing with panic in a different way: a more mindful, present, attentive method. I started noticing what happened just before the attacks: what sensations arose, what feelings, what was happening around me.

Generally speaking, there are two main strategies to deal with panic attacks: manage it, or understand the reasons why you feel it.  At the beginning of that year, I preferred managing the symptoms. Probably I wasn’t ready enough, or I just didn’t want to see the emotional weight I was talking about before.

In this article, I’d like to share with you the things that helped me going through my attacks, hoping this will help someone else.

One of the most common tips is to make deep and slow breaths, like 1-2-3 inhale, hold, 1-2-3 exhale. For me, this strategy started working once I got used to control my panic sensations. At the beginning, I didn’t really believe that I would have managed them: I started breathing, but often there was some negative thinking in the background. Thoughts like “it’s coming, and I’m alone at home, and if I feel sick… How can I ask for help? Wait… Where’s my phone?!”. I was already thinking that the panic would have overcome me. But, once I realized that panic came directly from my mind, breathing properly aided me in many cases: on the train, at parties, at the university.
Another “advanced” strategy that helped me a lot was to stay in contact with panic. This is the twin of the breathing trick. If you try to go against the panic, to refuse it, to think “please go away!”, the sensations become bigger and bigger. When you start thinking “my heart throbs, but I won’t have a heart attack”, “I feel dizzy, but I won’t faint”, you start to observe panic. And the only thing that grows… Is your awareness. And your clarity.

The weak point of these tips, is that if you’re not ready enough to face the attack, they can make you feel worse. That’s why one of the best strategies I’ve found at the beginning of my “symptom management” was to seek another sensation, and focus on it. I needed that sensation to be clear and strong enough to distract me from the first symptoms. For example, I used to put my arms under cold running water, or have some fresh air on my face, or feel the summer sun on my skin. Some good music works, too.

Furthermore, calling a friend can help you relieve the sensations, not only because you’ll feel understood, but also because panic will become something you can talk about, something you can re-think with other people, instead of a fearful fantasy.

Sometimes my attention was naturally driven by something, like someone talking next door, or a tv show. This was the first cue that made me think that all those bad sensations were… false. If my attention was caught by something else… I would just forget about them.

A little disclaimer: I’m not advising you not to take medicines, if you need them. I felt that I had the resources to get out that situation alone, I asked for professional advice, and my physician supported my choice. And when I felt ready, I turned to a psychoanalyst, who helped me understand what was going on inside of me.

Panic attacks are often messages of our mind that we don’t want to listen to, things we don’t want to know, emotions and desires we don’t want to live: but they exist anyway, and try to make their voice heard. After this experience I turned my attention to mental health prevention, to boost psychological well being and promote self-development. This blog is somehow part of this personal and professional journey I chose. Thanks for being part of it :)

Any comment or question? Feel free to share your thoughts and experiences in the comment section!

Guest blogging: Why Overcoming Fear Shouldn’t Be Your First Choice

overcoming fear comfort zone

I’m happy to share with you a post I wrote for Comfort Zone Crusher blog. Comfort Zone Crusher it’s a lovely project I’ve taken part to, which aims to help people step out from their comfort zones, finding new ways to relate to themselves and others. If you’d like to know more about the project, have a look at the Comfort Zone Crusher World Facebook Page.

My post is about NOT overcoming fear as a way to get in touch with one’s own vulnerability and get to know better one’s own self. Enjoy! :)

Why overcoming fear shouldn’t be your first choice.

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Searching for new flairs


… finally landed in the first blog post!

Let’s make presentations: I’m Ilaria and I’m an Italian twenty-something. Almost 8 years ago, I moved from a town in Southern Italy to Rome to study Psychology. Still now, as a PhD student, I’m committed to finding ways to help people knowing their resources and talents (their flairs?), to live a more satisfying and fulfilled life. I’d like to share with you my experience in this field, and some bits of my everyday life.

I enjoy taking photos, making some good homemade food, reading books..and as anyone else, I struggle to find time to stay on top of everything!

I hope this blog will help me and you notice some new flairs, new ways to see ourselves and some pieces of our world..

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